Moments

Time is such peculiar thing. It is the only thing we can't get back in our lives. We only have so much of it, but we don't even know how much we have. I always tell myself, "live in the moment because you don't know when it will be your last." When I look back at moments throughout my life, however, it is sad that we can never go back to them and experience them all over again. 

It is my senior year in high school this year. I remember thinking it would be forever till I am in high school, but now it is almost over. Seeing all the things that seniors get to do throughout my past three years and already having so many of them over now it makes me sad that I will never experience them again. I can never go back to those moments, they are over. 

But I have so many more moments left in my life to experience, that's the exciting part--looking forward to the new moments I will have.

If we could only have this life
For one more day
If we could only turn back time

My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time

Hello again!

Starting this blog was a way for me to write down how I'm feeling at different points in my life. When I get so busy though, I tend to forget to write. :( so.... HERE I AM!

My life has gotten so crazy, but sometimes when things are so crazy they tend to be EXTRA EXTRA fun. All the good stuff in my life really has gotten me to appreciate all that I have and cherish all the good memories I have been making this year. Now I just have to remember to write them all down!

Before I know it, I will be retired and have grandkids(or maybe just a lot of cats). So I will try my best for myself to write things down so I can remember all these good things in  my life at this point, Anywho, I just want to say hello again and how I'm not going anywhere...anymore. :D

Time flying by

Time goes by so quickly! I can't believe it's already almost March. It's crazy to think that in a month it's Spring Break. Before I know it it will be summer.

Because time moves so fast you really have to enjoy every moment that you have. A lot of the time we are so excited by an event that before we know it it's done, gone, and over with.

Time is the only thing that you can't get more of and we don't know how much time we have left. It's scary to think, but that's life for you. Enjoy every moment and appreciate what it is. If you don't then you're not really living.

Better Days

Music really speaks to me. It helps me focus on certain emotions I want to amplify. It helps me to relax, breathe. It helps me to laugh, to enjoy. Most of all it helps me to feel.

No song is ever too soft or too hard. It is never too loud or too quiet. It can never be too mean or too sad. No matter what that song will touch someone in someway. Someone will be able to channel feeling from that song.

They help you to remember, to laugh, to celebrate. They help you to have better days.

Crying

There are many different types of crying. Crying for joy. Crying in pain. Crying in sadness. Crying in laughter. Crying in hope. Crying with friends. Crying alone. Crying just to cry.

Crying helps to relieve the pain and to make yourself happy. It lets out your stress. It lets out your frustration. It amplifies your glee. It implies that there is hope.

Don't be ashamed to cry, because really you're just making your life better.

Planes

High up above or down below? I chose above. I love riding in planes. The smooth soar. The clouds all around. The calmness you feel. It makes you feel away from the world, away from reality. It makes you feel like nothing can go wrong; you're in a place all your own.

You're a cloud, floating.

Procrastination

When we don't want to do something we put it off. We put it off and put it off and put it off. We do everything possible in order to not have to do this thing that we don't want to do. It daunts on us all day and makes us feel so bad, but yet we still don't do it.

Have you ever thought that if you did what you didn't want to do first you'd be a much happier person? The nagging feeling inside of you would never be there to begin with.

Yet this never happens.