Better Days

Music really speaks to me. It helps me focus on certain emotions I want to amplify. It helps me to relax, breathe. It helps me to laugh, to enjoy. Most of all it helps me to feel.

No song is ever too soft or too hard. It is never too loud or too quiet. It can never be too mean or too sad. No matter what that song will touch someone in someway. Someone will be able to channel feeling from that song.

They help you to remember, to laugh, to celebrate. They help you to have better days.

Crying

There are many different types of crying. Crying for joy. Crying in pain. Crying in sadness. Crying in laughter. Crying in hope. Crying with friends. Crying alone. Crying just to cry.

Crying helps to relieve the pain and to make yourself happy. It lets out your stress. It lets out your frustration. It amplifies your glee. It implies that there is hope.

Don't be ashamed to cry, because really you're just making your life better.

Planes

High up above or down below? I chose above. I love riding in planes. The smooth soar. The clouds all around. The calmness you feel. It makes you feel away from the world, away from reality. It makes you feel like nothing can go wrong; you're in a place all your own.

You're a cloud, floating.

Procrastination

When we don't want to do something we put it off. We put it off and put it off and put it off. We do everything possible in order to not have to do this thing that we don't want to do. It daunts on us all day and makes us feel so bad, but yet we still don't do it.

Have you ever thought that if you did what you didn't want to do first you'd be a much happier person? The nagging feeling inside of you would never be there to begin with.

Yet this never happens.

Love you too...

Have you ever had a situation happen where your friends all hang out without you? It's not like you couldn't go, but you just weren't invited?

Well if you haven't then you're lucky. This has happened to me many times. Don't get me wrong I am a busy gal and half of the time I couldn't have gone anyway, but wouldn't you at least think that I would have gotten an invite?

Even if I know one of my friends can't make it I still let them know they could have came.

It is the absolute worst if you're that person's next choice too. Like if they had one more spot it would have been you that went.

I mean you say we're friends, but are we really? If you don't even invite me then why should I invite you?

Labels

Why must everyone put a label on everything? Like don't you know where you stand with people without that? Labels don't nearly classify the whole range of emotions that you can possibly feel.

When you look at two people you immediately judge them: couple, friends, siblings. But how can you really do that? You don't know them; you don't know how they feel about each other. Maybe there isn't a label for what they are. Have you ever thought of that?

How much thanks are we giving?

It's thanksgiving day once again. A time for (you guessed it) thanks and giving.

As much as I love this day because everyone is being so nice I hate it because of that same reason. I mean why do you have to have a day, an excuse, to be nice to people. I mean really why can't you act this way every other day of the year.

When I woke up this morning I literally had 20 messages saying how thankful that person was to have me in my life. I'm not complaining, I really do appreciate it, but at the same time it's like you have to say it. It's almost as if you're obligated to show your thanks. It's a blessing and a curse.

Just think. If we were this thankful everyday of the year the world would be such a better place. So I'm thankful today, but not more than any other day.

For Taylor.

As a girl I feel insecure about a lot of things: my hair, my body, my friends. Most importantly though I feel insecure about boys. One bad thing about being a girl is we overthink. And I don't mean just a little bit, but ALL THE TIME. Everytime I do something I feel like I second guess myself. I shouldn't. Boys make you feel like you're doing everything wrong until you find that special one that makes you feel like you're doing everything right.

But how do you get there? How do you find that special someone? Now I don't even mean getting married, just dating them. Girls beat themselves up day and night because they feel like no one could ever love them. 

The weird thing is all girls feel this way. When you sit in your bedroom crying because nothing is going right, when you feel like no one will ever love you, when you feel so alone; you're really not. Probably every girl that is single is crying about the same exact thing, so you're really never alone. 

Guys make you feel so alone and yet when you get the smallest bit of attention from them, so loved. I hate this. Why do we feel this way? Why can't our knights just show up already? I mean there has to be someone out there for everyone; ugly people get married all the time. So when is it our turn?

"They show up as soon as you stop looking." But...do we really ever stop? There is always going to be that hope inside you telling you this could be him. In the end you shouldn't stop looking, but just be hopeful then when the timing is right, he'll show up.